There is no coincidence, and nothing happens by accident.

If this applies to my life, I have to and need to accept this, is't it?

Having lain on bed for 2 days and nights having the tears coming out uncontrollably, I forced myself to get out from the bed. Sadness is inevitable while you are losing every faith of your future. But I don't want seeing myself crying like this. Tears can not bring him back to me. If I understand, I should stop doing anything to hurt myself anymore.

Life is getting more and more difficult while I have just focused on what I have lost. I should be grateful that he chooses to keep me in a precious position rather using of me. If it is fate, it is not an accident, it is not about time to, I shouldn’t drill on the same question over and over again. Time will tell me the answer, the answer of why I am suffering from all these now.....

It's painful…but I am so clear that, time will heal my wound. I need to love myself, in order to love the others.